I should-a sleep? I make-a the blog.

In my head, that title is in a sort of weird Russian/Asian accent. Maybe? Conveying accents just doesn't happen easily in writing, unless it's involuntary and someone writes something like, "Open your books to page three hundred and ninety-four." and you instantly hear Severus Snape in your head. That sort of voice power is rather impressive.

Welp, here I sit, on the eve of an early morning flight, not sleeping. I've mastered the art of doing other things while I should be doing something else in this weird sort of productive procrastination hybrid. I accomplish many things, but, they are sadly, many irrelevant things.

I hate going to sleep. I love sleeping as much as the next sleep-deprived person, but, that act of going to sleep just makes me uncomfortable. It seems so final, in this weird I'm-going-to-now-decide-to-lay-in-bed-close-my-eyes-and-try-to-drift-out-of-consciousness...sort of way. I would much rather be laying on the couch or somewhere comfy doing some other activity when finally I just sort of drift off. I don't want to put the effort in of trying to fall asleep. That's far too much work, pressure and decision-making involved. Decision-making is not one of well-developed life skills sadly.

I have no real goals for this new blog. Perhaps if I had more clear goals and directions my blogs (and relationships) would be better served.

We shall see.

I should-a sleep? I make-a the blog. I should-a edit the blog? I take-a the shower.

-Catherine